{"id":8492,"date":"2019-06-30T14:27:36","date_gmt":"2019-06-30T14:27:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tenborin.org\/un-ango-a-tosho-ji-javier\/"},"modified":"2024-06-06T15:30:59","modified_gmt":"2024-06-06T15:30:59","slug":"un-ango-a-tosho-ji-javier","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tenborin.org\/en\/un-ango-a-tosho-ji-javier\/","title":{"rendered":"An Ango at Toshoji – Javier"},"content":{"rendered":"

An Ango at Toshoji<\/h2>\n

Javier’s Experience<\/h3>\n

” In the field , only straw remained. Then they burnt that too \u2026..And now, new green shoots appear here and there. This is the chance to see what rises from the ashes\u2026”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

~JMR K\u00f4zan<\/strong><\/p>\n

From a subjective point of view, the effect of this three month ango has had a devastating effect on my sense of \u2018me\u2019, my preferences and dislikes. I felt stripped of all will to distinguish myself from\u00a0 others, even in very simple and basic personal gestures. During these 85 days in the temple, everything is organised so that we forget ourselves. It doesn\u2019t matter \u2018who\u2019 is cutting bamboo during samu, \u2018who\u2019 did meal service, \u2018who\u2019 chanted the sutras in the Hatto, or \u2018who\u2019 meditated sitting in the Sodo. There was only the evidence of being present to each moment and the key word was to be totally available.<\/p>\n

I was merely the observer of the life that was being lived through my physical body. There was no time for more, as quite simply \u2018it was what it was.\u2019 Without a doubt, it was one of the most intense\u00a0 and profound experiences of practice in my life. Everything was filled with intensity, fervour and also devotion: the ritual of ceremonies, the sutras in the morning, at midday and during the afternoon, the ceremony of repentance, every fifteen days, the daily bath\u2026.<\/p>\n

Every occasion was a unique opportunity to bring the mind of awakening , the Bodhicitta, to life, with internal energy, whether in devotion, surrender, or the process of contiually questioning oneself\u2026<\/p>\n

Leaving the temple and returning home, I felt as if I \u2018d been living in a dream.<\/p>\n

Or perhaps it was the exact opposite : is my present life a dream?<\/p>\n

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